I woke up happy today. Don't know why, I just did. Then I got to thinking... Do I need constant reminders of the past?
I mean, we should always look back and learn from our mistakes, tapi is it necessary to have your bitterness written in black and white, for everyone to see and what...? Feel your pain? That's total BS. Hence the deletion of my previous posts, ngeh2 (mukaddimah mantap tuuuu).
Anyway, the past's the past and it's our present that really matters. It's gonna pave the way for our future. And InsyaAllah I'm constantly trying to better myself for the hereafter.
Someone wise once asked me, what is your mission in life? I didn't have my answer then, but was told that a Muslim's mission is to live his or her life berlandaskan sunnah Nabi Muhammad s.a.w and berusaha untuk mendapatkan berkat dari Allah s.w.t. I guess that was one of the pivotal moments in my life, where I got my petunjuk to change and better myself. I would like to add that I would also like to have fun while I'm at it. Well, my idea of fun was never the run of the mill kind pun... InsyaAllah within my limitations, amin.
People go through hurt and pain ALL the time, so who am I to think that I should be spared? How you handle the hurt and pain defines you as a person, one that has faith in Allah s.w.t. or one that thinks that the whole world revolves around him or her (and that everybody's out to get them).
Fine, I haven't been too awesome in handling my pain, but Alhamdulillah I've got all my loved ones to keep me grounded before I really lose myself-
- those who keep reminding me to better myself and rapatkan diri dengan Allah s.w.t.
- those who have to put up with all my drama and issue reruns (and still can restrain themselves from hitting me)
- those who listen to me cry over the phone and tell me that I still have people who love me
- those who constantly have to constrain me from buying baby clothes online
- those who have their own personal problems but still care about my love issues
- and most importantly, those who love and accept me for the (kinda complex) person I am.
Thank you, I love all of you very, very much.
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2 comments:
anybody in the purple colored font group (besides me) sila angkat tangan! hee....
this is really a good reminder for me too fa. ups and downs in life is really normal. its up to us how we handle them. semua tools Allah dah bagi insyaAllah. we can't live life peacefully kalau asyik fikirkan keputusan dan akibat betul tak?
for 2011 let's be more flexible, lets continue the neverending quest of memperbaiki tahap keimanan masing-masing,lets not stop wanting to be better, lets do more GB3 meetup to exercise and not just eat mi sup (tiba-tiba! hahaha!)
jom lets work on these and everything else wholesome!
p/s: eh, kenapa i tulis 2011 rerez i kat sini??
i angkat tgn for kiks gak, hahhaha
true that darl! sometimes u just gotta let go and pray for the best.
i'm wif u abt the quest to memperbaiki diri, and maybe look for another port to hv breakfast? huahahhahahhahah, kiddingggg... or am i? it's a secret i'll never tell xoxo <--- tibe2 je
takpe, u're always welcome to tulis anything in my blog, i don't have a problem sharing my popularity with others, kah kah kah
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