Boo Hoo HOOOOOOO

sniff sniff... I feel lousy. Huih, rase mcm nak heret bantal peluk gi ofis je. Friday lepas, sakit gigi, wisdom tooth #3 tumbuh. Sebenarnya dah 3/4 keluar, tp baru perasan. Sebab hari Khamis tu ntah apesal telebih vigour menenyeh gigi, tibe2, wak ak AUWWWW, ape gerangan? WTK??? rupe2nye I hit the sore spot where the gums dah merekah, wihooooo.... tak jadi nak bepoya-poya seperti yg dirancang the previous day... [babai new ofis shoes, babai cornish, I miss u guys.... ]

Sabtu feeling better, gi pasar tani. Waaah, manyak mende balu ooo... Had GREAT chocolate kukus [it's like fluffy brownie, HeLLoo!!], ada tahu berinti, cakoi sedap yg dicecah dgn lemak cili api recond, dll. Nampak mamat kiut yg mmg candidate mantap utk menjwb short questionnaire...
Pastu gi umah kiks and lepak2 dgn cousin skali sampai malam. Penat tp best gak.

Hari ni, penat semlm and kelmarin still tak habis2 lg. Dr semlm pening kepala tahap gaban. Angin ke? Dah naik power mata seblah kiri ni ke? Ape ke? Ke? Ke? So hari ni start pakai specs semula. Rase mcm same je pening kepale ni. Maybe byk sgt pikir kot; pikir masalah dunia- masalah ekonomi, masalah sosial, greenhouse efek, byk lg la...

Nak mkn ubat, malas... Nanti kene minum air byk2, rase nak tekenc je... Huih, byk issues la.
Byknye cekedak diri ku ini. [Sila jgn kutuk]

Anyway, nak chat dgn rakan beronggeng #2 ni. Yg #1 dok bz skrg.

Papai semua.

Wake Me Up Before the Exam Starts!!!

i don't know why these past few months i've had these nightmares- i'm in school or uni and i'm either:

1) about to take an exam on a subject i did not revise on or
2) so behind my assignment that's due in 2 or 3 days or
3) still unable to find group mates for my business policy group assignment that's due in 3 weeks (it took us 3 months to complete it ok!)

seriously, i sometimes wake up screaming and later get a massive headache. this is the reason why i've got bags under my eyes the size of a house. (i do recite doa's and berzikir sebelum tido, but lately, i fall asleep the moment my head lands on my pillow- takdelah peluang nak berzikir, hihi. kene make sure i sempat bace lah sebelum tido, hihi).

FYI, during primary, uni and college years (secondary i tak minat belajar la, ntah nape :p), i was really into studying and getting good marks. so i get really tense when i'm doing my assignments ad i usually demam/ ketumbit/ bisul bile nak exam (doc ckp too much heat due to stress :p) HAHAHA

tanyelah kwn2 i, one time kat uni, during final year presentation, on the day of the prez, i had this awful heat rash that made me look like a lobster and after a few seconds after my presentation, terus clear, hihi.

up till now i don't handle pressure or stress well. i still get bisuls, zits, fevers and migraines kalo i'm under pressure. and i sweat like nobody's business when i'm tense- the doc even said that i shud see a shrink for my anxiety attacks, HAH!

anyway, i'm just hoping and praying that this new year, i'll be able to look at life in a different light- not my usual paranoid and uptight way. i want to have fun, take things easily and not to think too much or over analyze. i'm young (perasan!) and i've got a lot of things going on for me. so i'll just kick back and relax and enjoy the ride... we'll see how the new year goes for our new year resolutions yeh :)